Hola

I hope all of you enjoyed your week :)  I just wanted to share something I just experienced during my cardio session :)

I was thinking of all the BS I have been dealing with lately.  Then it hit me.  Years ago I was very involved with an actor.  We were hanging out at his house with some vino and cannabis, nothing out of the ordinary. Next thing I know I woke up and it was morning.  I didn't feel right nor could I recall the nightly events which is very out of the ordinary for me.  I was taking a shower then all of a sudden my body felt like it was shutting down.  Life started to fade into black.  I called out to him as I was making an exit out of the shower.  Next thing I know I felt so peaceful.  All I could see is a blue-ish color and a white light.  I felt like I was light as a feather and I heard my voice.  My voice was saying "this is so peaceful" then I looked down and saw my lifeless body and my bf shaking me and freaking out.  I looked back to the light and said "maybe there is a reason to wake up but this feels so nice, but there must be a reason to wake up."  Then the next thing I knew I felt a jolt and I opened my eyes to see my bf doing exactly what I saw from above.  I believe I died.  He said I turned grey!!  We were supposed to go on a trip to England.  He was in a film that was going to shoot there.   The studio paid for my travel and all but he told me I should stay home in case this happens while in England.  I couldn't believe it.  He ended up being TOTALLY not for me and now when I reflect back I can't help but wonder, what did he give me??  You don't have an experience like this out of the blue.  I never had that happen again and have been checked out since then with nothing to report back. 

So, back to my cardio session.  I was thinking about all the different people and companies that have given me negative vibes, feelings, etc and I realized when I left this world for a moment NONE of those people or companies were a concern.  The only concern I had was if I should wake up or continue feeling this peace.  I prayed hard during my workout asking God to protect me from anyone and anything negative or not of God.  I guess I got my answer, I now understand how it's all about what you do while here not what your job title or status in life is.  Once your time is up you do not think wrestling, who screwed you over, jealousy-NOTHING.  Watching shows about experiences similar to mine there is something very common, you check all that stuff out the door.  It's like none of it exists.  I felt I NEEDED to share this will all of you.  I hope everyone has a positive day!!

xo Shelly