Random Thoughts

Wow, that's all I can say is wow.  I just got back from a walk with the Mertzes and went into deep thought about different experiences I had from wrestling.  When reflecting back i realized how part of me becoming a woman was going through all the experiences I had gone through during my time in WWE, TNA and life after being on TV.  Wrestling may have ended up being a nasty beastie that would later break my heart but its like wrestling was my first true love.  The first true love that you learn so much from because you never had experienced love before.  I mean I remember my first love, not first long term relationship but my first REAL love.  It's like the indies were all those high school relationships then there was OVW which was like your first serious relationship.  Then I arrived to WWE aka my first true love.  We all know how that went but then I rebound with TNA.  After my rebound I found rebirth within my soul.  One that I never quite understood but I always knew existed.  Wrestling has inspired me today, not as wanting to be on tv but as in who it help me become and I feel empowered by that.  Does this make sense LOL xoxoxooxoxxo Love & light to all!! xoxo